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Post by laura on Jun 18, 2006 15:19:46 GMT -5
I'm already back. Nothing happened, I made sure that someone else was with me too. He did say that I'm his beautiful girl. well I'm not beautiful at all. and i have always got the feeling he's watching me. even when I'm eating. and if I ask him why he's looking at me he always says: "what, can't I look at u? it's so irritating. well so uhm nothing happened.
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Post by laura on Jun 20, 2006 12:33:47 GMT -5
heey I have an 8,1 for my german!!!!!!!
and a 1,3 for my maths... but I'm just not good at that. I hate it. I fall a sleep when im doing maths.my teacher was very dissapointing about that. to the school were I go they expect that you're good at everything! if I get an 7 for my englisch they are like: "what a 7, can't you do better than that??" and im like "hellooo!! I've got an sufficient. isn't that good enough!"
well my grandpa is still on vacation so nothing happened.
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Post by ummer on Jun 21, 2006 17:42:05 GMT -5
1.3 ? thats bad ;D math is the eazyest sh!t ever !!
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Post by laura on Jun 29, 2006 7:25:48 GMT -5
I think my grandpa and grandma are almost coming home. I still haven't told anyone. because maybe my grandpa stopped. first I did really good at maths. I always got a 7 or something. but most of my friends were really boring. but now I'm in another cla$s with other friends. and it's much more fun, but I do get low marks.  but anyway I have to study real hard now because I have my last mathtest  for this year!!! |
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Post by PitchBlak on Jun 30, 2006 2:02:49 GMT -5
good luck
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Post by laura on Jul 2, 2006 10:42:14 GMT -5
my mathstest didn't go very well... But anyways I have VACATION!!!! ;D ;D ;D but my grandparents are coming home today.  |
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Post by laura on Jul 2, 2006 12:56:55 GMT -5
my grandparents are here so I will go downstairs. (and stay there, i'm not going upstairs alone).
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Post by laura on Oct 29, 2006 11:06:02 GMT -5
my grandparents are back from vacation. so my grandpa is coming over a lot. he has just been. he told me how much he missed me and if i missed him and i said a little. and he said youre teasing me right. he said that he has me in his heart and that he loves me so much. that he loves my long hair and that i'm so beautiful and stuff. he holds me tight and kisses me all over my face and neck.  he said:'you're my fine girl, oh no i can't say that, i mean you are my fine granddaughter.' after a while kissing and holding me he asked me if i wanted to walk him to the door. by the door he started kissing me again. he asked if i liked it and i said no. and he said 'but it's just a spontanious kiss, you know that i would never do anything.' and i said 'yeah i know' he said that he was away too long and he wouldn't do it again. my hands are shaking. why am i scared of him? why can't i just tell someone? i want him to go away, to leave.  |
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Post by PitchBlak on Nov 3, 2006 7:54:04 GMT -5
I just can't believe you haven't told your parents yet!! JUST TELL THEM!! Seriously, it is worth talking to them about it, cause all that oyu talking about it fu?ked up!! And it is clear you can't get it out of your head just tell your parents!!
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Post by laura on Dec 6, 2006 6:58:00 GMT -5
my grandpa touched me again a few days a go. i had enough of it, so I finally took everyones advise. after he left I told my brothers. later that day i told my parents, they couldn't believe it and felt sick. they was sad that i hadn't told them earlier. my father has cried a lot because it is his father. he asked my grandad the key of our house back. i haven't seen my grandpa since and I don't want to see him. he says that it was just innocent hugs and kisses, to show his love for his grandaughter. Yeah right. is it normal that you lock someones door, normal to turn out the light. i have also told my best friends. they are supporting me. i can't concetrate. when i'm reading a book, when I wach tv or when I'm in school. all I think about is this. i haven't been to school two days, i will go tomorrow i think. there are so many problems now. who are we going to tell this, my aunties and uncles? i don't know. my grandma wants to hear my side of the story, but I don't know how i'm going to tell this. i don't want to tell it again. and i don't want to hurt her. i have hurt so many people with this. my brothers, my parents and my grandma. i know it's not my fault. sooner or later my little sister has to know it also, because she knows something strange is going on. oooooh I get sick of all these problems, but I know i have done the right thing. i wanna thank everyone for their advise |
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Post by laura on Jan 27, 2007 10:14:59 GMT -5
after weeks saying that I lied, my grandpa finnally told the truth. he told my mother that he loves me and never wanted to hurt me. well, he DID hurt me... alot. family members who didn't believe me, who said I lied that it was just my imagenation. made me look like I was crazy. I HATE HIM!
now i think that almost every man is just like him, I don't trust my uncles anymore. Does he know how scared I was and how much I've cried.
my mother says that he wants to talk with me when I'm ready. I don't want to talk with him, there's nothing to talk about, he hurt me and I hate him. I don't want to hear him and I don't want to see him.
DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND THAT I WILL NEVER BE READY??!
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Post by rampage on Feb 2, 2007 5:10:03 GMT -5
Good thing you told your parents. I think its best you never see him again and should your parents push you in that direction go to the police with a friend or cousin to show you are serious.
It may be your grandfather but he doesnt have the right to do this, its sick! If your parents dont see the seriousness of this case then you must take it into own hands. Just keep fighting and never accept what he did.
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